i cancel off my multiply cici88 acc ^^

oh wow.....ada perubahan here...sudah long takda update here d.....i felt like closing my multiply acc too..n there is no more blog entries in livejournal frm me....thx n byez

i dunno what happen my multiply and livejournal are not cross posting each other posts so i takda bother wanna copy and paste ade my post ...sien..n happy xmas to every1

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i canot cross post my multiply's post to here .....to livejournal....apasal ni ?? wats wrong wor zzz

im tired....from my work .... even thought its only frm 10am to 5.30pm n im tired...basically i do not have enough sleep last nite...i think i slept at 4am+...after i off i couldnt sleep but eventually i fall asleep n i couldnt wake up this morning n i went to work late ....the work is boring and at the same time it made me even more blurred than usual wif all the items mia code ..... see d also @@ ..din even know had i separate out the items into 2 catogories anot ...guess what im pissed off again?its my idiotic n rude fren again....while my mum fetch me from work just now,she told me my fren nv called her 'aunty' even though she walked in out frm the room a lot of times and my fren nv cared to find my mum n said she need to use my pc...my fren just told my bro she told me d tht she gonna use the pc....really WTF ...and when she went home..she just walked straight go out..nv say bye to any1 even though my grandma is sitting at the living room when she walked past by...no manners she is..even my mum suggested that next time when she wanna use my pc...told her instead my pc broke down d....im not going to lend my pc to her again...no manners she is...even when she called me...she nv asked whether im at home anot..she just said 'ee ling' ...dun wnana face her again but then i'll b facing her at decim totally pissed off with my other frens too...damn both of them !

i have to work 2moro..n fri..then next week mon-thurs...i dun wanna work but my damn fren giving lame excuses she couldnt work until nov30th..not to mention she is weak in her health n she's giving other excuses; 'my mum canot fetch me,she can only fetch me during december' ...im actually mad at her for saying her period did not came last month coz she's under medicine n this month will b very painful for her... then 4ever she will b like this in her life n how is she going to work..im just pissed off...n guess what ? my fren is coming today to use my pc,,,whom i dislike coz she is just a rude brat n yet older than me n doesnt knew any respect...whenever she came to my hse to use the PC  she din even care to call my mum aunty or my dad uncle when they went into the room...she told me her pc is under repair n she told my mum she doesnt own a pc..wtf...hell ya im goin to work later so i wont face her...she better not b here when i get home..she sms-ed me jsut asking isit as soon as reach my hse she can use the pc d...y cant she use her common sense?!!! of coz she nid to tell my mum 1st b4 switching on the pc..one day i gonna yell at her if she doesnt change her damn attitude ..she is just a spoiled brat whom had been spoiled by her family...n im not feeling pity tht she lost her mum after she was borned not long ago(which im not so sure whether her mum died after giving birth to her or wat) ...yeh its 3.22am..n im not sleepy yet...totally in a bad mood....n hell very worry...

i couldnt sleep!!i slept at around 12.30am until 2am...i couldnt sleep well..i can be awaken easily n yet my fren msg n miss call me suddenly at 2.15 asking me why i'm not on9...wad the hell!i scolded him n now im here...nobody is on9 n i couldnt sleep bk..sigh....

13 more mins n its thursday....im worry....im dead worry........wat to do?im ready to lose a fren.....not as in 'died' ....im not ready..im just not ready.....  pls do come bk.....

I wish alicia had not added me in the conversation wif u .... so i wouldnt noe u

i wish i din noe you ..but i already knew u

i wish u never help us in our assignments...but u already did

i wish u din added diana in msn...and

i wish u din fall for her...but u did n look what happens now !

i wish u nv tell jessica about what had happened...u did n she's bugging me to help her out of this mess?!! she wanna get rid of her guilt and gave it to me and diana ?! .....i dont need this to feel even more guilty!if it wasnt me...all this will not happen...

i just wish u nv told me what happened and anything bout u....but its too late now...

why did u gave ur password to jessica?i block her n she used ur msn to sign in n bugged me even more n im sry i had to block u too...but i'd unblock u d..she stole ur msn history n ur contacts....i just wish i din add her n she nv saw u toking to me in msn.....if u feel u're needed most there at IRAQ.....go ...n u may not come bk....as a scout urself u promise to help d others at all time...thts 1 of d promise ...go but rmb to say gudbye to ur family...i'm in no position n words to ask u to stay anymore....u'll nv stay 4ever....tata kellaw.....hope u survive...and pls come back...if u can...thx for being my fren...n pls dun emo too much bt love or wateva ade...

zacc.........im a gud gal than u are ...haha

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Saturday I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last week on a flight to Vancouver, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). Last Wednesday laxa88</lj>and I robbed a bank (-50 points). Last Thursday I bought porn for laxa88</lj>(10 points). In May I gave laxa88</lj>a kidney (1000 points). Overall, I've been nice (220 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike! Sincerely, cici88

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WAT THE HECK!I ARGUE WITH MY MOM ABOUT MY BEDTIME AND I'M 18! WHY THE HECK THEY STILL COMPLAIN AND ASK ME TO SLEEP EARLY AND PREVENT ME TO ON9 TILL LATE AT NITE IN THE MORNING!I GOT NOTHING TO DO..ON9 TILL LATE AT NITE THATS WHAT I CAN DO..ITS MY HOLIDAYS AND YET IM NOT ALLOW TO DO THIS AND THAT,THIS IS WHY I NEVER WAN TO BE AT HOME I WAN TO BE AT SOMEWHERE ELSE OUT OF PENANG AWAY FROM MY FAMILY FAR FAR AWAY!THE WORST PART IS THAT SHE COMPLAINS ABOUT MY FRENS TOO...SHE SAID THOSE OF U GUYS WHO ON9 TILL DAMN LATE ARE THOSE USELESS MIA PEOPLE,BABI MIA HER...HIGH SCHOOL TIME SHE BANDINGKAN MY RESULTS WITH MY FREN'S MIA RESULTS AND NOW SHE'S SAYING THAT ALL MY FRENS ARE HAMPALANG MIA PEOPLE...WHAT THE FUCK ! THIS IS WHY I WANTED TO GO TO INTI SO I CAN GO TO AUSTRALIA,OUT OF MALAYSIA!AWAY FROM MY FAMILY!! I HAVE MY DREAMS AND THEY DESTROY IT AND SAID I DON'T HAVE DREAMS OR AMBITION OR WHATEVA!! WHEN I HAVE ONE THEY LET ME DOWN,I TRY TO STAND UP YET THEY PUSH ME DOWN,HOW CAN I STAND UP WHEN THEY PUSH ME DOWN EVERYTIME AND EXPECT ME TO STAND UP BY MY OWN!KANINE!MACIBAI!MAPUKI!HAMKACAN!PUKI!CIBAI!FUCKERS! AND IM HAPPY FOR NOT EVEN 24HOURS...NOW IM BACK TO MY EMONESS AND UNHAPPINESS...

Sometimes i really dont want holidays...WHY?? like wongie said we get to do whateva we want..but i cant...i cant even stay up till 4am in the morning wat more 6am??? if my mum or dad woke up at 2am they will be nagging me...its 2am d..still dun wan sleep?bla bla bla...well for my dad he'll just say me but for my mum if its 3am ?? she'll start scolding me n asked me to sleep and she will stand at the door till i switch off the laptop...close everything only she will go inside the room...and yet i canot sleep till late in the afternoon too...just now i slept till 2pm+ n its not even 2.30pm my mum come in nag...last nite sleep so late n today summore sleep till so late n its 2.30pm already...i really beh syok my mum....i cant even sleep yet n wake up late...if im still in high sch last time its ok but but even high sch holidays, i get scolded as well...for not studying ..sigh.. and yet i wanted to go out...but i dun hv tht much $$$ and my fren too...even if i have the $$$ but they dun hv i cant even go out also..only me spending on buying whateva i wan,its not fun at all...im dying in the inside if i stay in the house too long...i wan to b a happy girl but...sigh..

edit : sleep early n wake up early..n fight wif my bro over the laptop??...haiz..i rather not..n yet i canot sleep late...wtf! i really wish im sumwhere else palying..like in genting or wherever

........zzzzzzz.............hatred....is not a good feeling..but too bad i cant help it....hate him hate him hate him !!! n hate her hate her hate her !!! hope they break up soon....knn !!

okayyyyyy....since every1 got 1 n wongie asked me to make one =_______=''' and im too free,so i get the window thingy one for myself too....here it is...

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=cici88 <--- my bad mia sides -.-

http://kevan.org/johari?name=cici88 <--- my good mia sides xD

happy happy day ~~ happy happy smile ~~ =p
i'm ok d ^^

edited : end of 2006 - beginning of 2007,got to know that my uncle had cancer n he's gonna died soon.............half a year later....end of april 2007 - he passed away and now ...half a year later again , my friend of not even 1 month of knowing him pass away too ???!!! ...T.T i don't wanna see any1 closed to me to go away 1 by 1 T.T , haiz ....i canot concentrate on my reading..i canot do anything....i'll start thinking about it out of a sudden T.T ...i could not continue anymore ...bye.

edit : i lose my earring...then i lose my notez..then i lose my fren n now i lose my necklace..

EDITED today(thursday) : my fren's ALIVE ~~ Weeee ~~~ huggies to every1 ^^